July 24, 2008 Devon's Birthday

July 24, 2008 I was blessed with being able to Celebrate Devon's 10th birthday with my family, and in the mountains at Camp. Devon would be very excited to know that his birthday is during Camp Evergreen. God took me through the day and showed me how blessed I am with Madelyn, Ella, and Shawn. Also with my amazing Family at my side as well. Daddy drove up to Pine Springs to be with us, we talked with Lisa and Jesse and the boys via web cam. This day is very hard, but I am comforted knowing Devon is where I long to be. I will see him again, it just hurts waiting for that day. Devon I love you with all of my Heart. I wonder how you would be changing, and growing. Would you be tall? Would your hair still be curly? Would you still hold my hand? I love you so much and I Miss you so much more that I can ever explain. I wish that Ella and Madelyn could know you. They would adore you just as they do Caleb, Skyler, Bethany, Jonathan, Jaydon, and Jordan. We had cupcakes for you, and we blew out your candle. I Miss You........................I love you Sunshine, I want to give you tons of hugs and kisses. Happy Birthday sweet boy, Mommy will see you soon!!God Please continue to carry me, and bless and watch over my family.

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